I got my shoes today. there everthing i always wanted and more. ok not really, but there nice.
i found out that theres going to be a full-time job opening at the hospital. i better get it. i have more experience then any mofo out there. i think my boss is trying to keep it quiet, so i can't apply for it.
-they better post the job opening
-they better give me the freakin' job
or
-i'll burn this mother down!

ok, i wouldn't burn anything down. but i'll be pissed.
and, and i'll rain down DOOM on their DOOMED heads! hell and freakin brimstone is in your future boss lady, and a bunch of dirty looks! well, i'll probly just quit since i have way too many jobs already and i can get a better job in a blink of an eye.

invader zim is off the air, nick cancelled it. *basterds*
so i just got the whole season on cd. rock out me

thats all for now....

Lol, i just got my pictures back from the wedding.
i look like a giant freakin' Q-tip! i look sooo white.
maby it was the black suit or maby the lighting, but i
looked really white. my big bald mellon-esk head was gleeming
in the pictures...lol. i need to get more sun.
i looked like freakin' powder!

the shoe place left a message on my machine about my fluvogs.
there was some problems or something, n' i gotta give them a
call back. how freakin' hard is it? i buy the shoes n' they put
them in a box and send them to me.... doesn't seem to hard..
damm dirty humans!

i had a real scare today, theres some fake news 'bout nick taking
invader zimm off the air. its all lies! lies i say! (thank god)

i just got done making my paper work for my gratham college, that
will be faxed monday morning. i also have to finish my resume for
some navy job in jersey. i really don't wanna switch over to the
navy, but the pay is really good. *cross my finger n' toes*

welp, thats all for this week.
i think i'm going to skip sleep today, i'll catch up tomorrow.
i gotta be in the garden state in a few hours for work.
all peace n' hair grease,
Diesel

oh ya, i just got my angels also...
freakin' $130!
i really shouldn't be wasting my money, but i wanted a pair...

I left alone my mind was blank
I needed time to get the memories from my mind

What did I see can I believe that what I saw
that night was real and not just fantasy

Just what I saw in my old dreams were they
reflections of my warped mind staring back at me

Cos in my dreams it's always there the evil face that twists my mind
and brings me to despair

The night was black was no use holding back
Cos I just had to see was someone watching me
In the mist dark figures move and twist
was all this for real or some kind of hell
666 the Number of the Beast
Hell and fire was spawned to be released

Oh how could i forget?!?!
my highlight of the whole week, Anna nichole smith is making a reality show! Shes muah grrrl. she just doesn't know it yet, she can marry me for my $500 bank acount :)
and i'm going to be join IEEE, a pretty solid gold star for a resume..

I had the worst day yesterday...
my g/f's mom gets home around 2:30 and ask me if i can help move her bedroom furniture outside 'cause she just got a new one at a flee market. no 'problem! i'm staying there on weekdays n' kicking some cash her way for rent, but its a nice thing to do, so sure i can help her out. it took me about an hour, but once i was done she ask if i could help move in some pieces. sure, i'm still a nice guy.
for the next "five" hours me and my g/f's brother moved this shit from house to house. then when my g/f got home from work she wanted the furniture that my mother was getting hid of, so me n' her move the shit out of her room and put her mother's shit in...
i was moving other peoples shit for around eight hours!

ok, it was a bad day, but nothing is going to break my stide.
i just got my new camera in the mail n' its freakin' beautful..
shit i gotta go do some work...

Date:	2002-07-09 02:15
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Security:	Public
Mood:	complacent

Welp, i made it through the week.
i went to my girlfriend's half-brother's wedding. it was a really nice wedding, a small church by the beach (nj). the reception was outstanding also, food great, people great, a good time overall. i should get some of my pictures back for me to scan n' post later.

Nothing to much going on, i'm getting sick of working two jobs. i just keep telling myself that i'm almost done and that the money is too good to turn down. i've been saving a bunch, i think its time for a spending spree :) i could use a new pair of shoes, i'm thinking angels (fluevog) would be nice; and get a chrome cell-phone case w/ the auto slide joint; and some other stuff...i'm not good at spending money.

some news alerts:
-My e-mail is dead! they wanted to charge me x amount of dollars to keep it. fuk' them. my new e-mail Diesel_2026@mail2world.com
-The addiction is back, i've asked my friend to give back my diablo cd. its been 'round seven months since i played it. but i've played other RPG's and nothing comes close. (and its free) So i can see myself doing some cow-runs into the wee hours of the morning...

G-Damm!
i gotta to-do list as long as my johnson!
like 50 freakin' things to do between 6am n' noon, and i gotta try to get some sleep in that 'cause its between jobs. swear, life gets pretty freakin' over bearing @ times....
i can't wait until i get my camera, i'm going to be such a shutter-bug (whatever that means).
i also came to the conclusion that my 100 n' something bottles of cologne is a serious fire hazard, and that my life is not complete with a big "Enter the dragon" poster (framed).

ah time for muah friday night post...
i had a pretty good week, it could have been alot worst.
i got a speeding ticket on thursday night, not a big deal. it was on base so i had to deal with the military police. it was kinda funny 'cause the cop was like...
"do you know how fast you were going?"
"ya, 25"
"well, its only 20mph on this street"
"damm!>

if i'm going to lie, i should really see what the limit is first :)
More random thoughts, i bought a bamboo tree (pretty kool)
i sent a fistfull of resumes to some army base in jersey.
i saw that new matt daemon film, it was better then expected.
got new running shoes.
gotta go to a wedding this weekend, its my g/f's brother-in-laws'. so i'm going to wear my $600 italin suit, n' be the best dressed mofo there :)
i gotta get some work done 'round here, i'll post more tonight..

Date:	2002-06-22 02:27
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated
Music:	The Bassmasters - Punk rock girl

Picture this, your in the middle of a 30 hour work shift. and you feel bad about not updating your journal, so you spend a good hour making a witty clever post dealing with all of the hot topics you've been struggling with the past 20 days...love, life, work.. after the you complete your work of art and press the "update journal" button, unable to load page error pops up... all of my work is lost.
i'm going to take a nap.
instead of a witty insightful post, i'll just leave eveyone with a picture....

The kitty loaf shall
invade Livejournal!
Long Live Kitty Loaf!

Rock out!
i'm soo glad that i took my deftons cd to work, its been a long freakin' time since i've listened to this. ya, i guess its been about two or three years since i've played this cd. man, im getting some serious flash backs. i was a totaly different person two years ago, its kinda funny how much someone can change in just a matter of years.

i also got a mephiskapheles cd, thats for later :)

LoL, this is sick!
i'm Still d/l GTA3.
its been almost 40 freakin' hours, its all of the damm mp3's on those 2 cd's and muah weak-ass modem. *sigh*

Eventhough i'm sleeping @ work, my P.C is working hard @ home. i'm d/l GTA3. can't freakin' wait till i get home :)
oh and i might be going to turkey for three months, just some of the gosip thats floating around. Turkey isn't too bad, theres alot of things to do there...
damm phone calls!
i gotta get some work done.

Welp, heres my lastest updates...

i'm in the middle of a 28 hour work day..ugggh.
i wasn't able to take a day of leave from the millitary because were in the middle of some inspection. so i started work on 3pm friday got done and drove to Pa for my hospital job, @ 6am i'll leave here and drive back to jersey for the military again. i think i can do it, i just need to get some sleep at this job.

i'll post more later tonight...

My name is blue canary....one note spelled L-I-T-E!

i'm still sick.......
i have to study for my I-net test on monday, but i left the freaking cd @ my g/f's house. i gotta go out to day and pick-up a book or something.
i'm to sick to type.
night all'

I am soooo freakin' sick.
i don't think it was the vanilla milk that i drank last week. i've been sick for almost six days straight (i think).
i still go out drinking and smokeing ever night though, i feel like freakin' doc. holiday.
i need some sleep...

Oh on a funny note...
i was talking to my g/f today, i told her that if i move to new jersey (might happen @ the end of the year). that my apparment will be furnished will ALL tupperware and lawn furniture!!!
i'm dead serious, she proubly thinks i was joking.
no, she knows me.
All lawn furniture! (well maby not the bed)

Wow, i think that i'm going to be violently ill..soon..
Ya, i'm not really feelin' all to hot.

i ordered some more parts for my computer. just some more fans and windows and stuff... i'll post pic's in a few weeks (when i'm done)

i got another two hours of work left, i might leave early...i'm done....(wait) i think its the vanilla milk that might be getting me sick. Curse you Mr. Vending Machine Guy!

Date:	2002-05-04 23:47
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake

I just had some vanilla milk. pretty freakin' rockin'
it sounds bad, but its just like a vanilla milkshake.
(ps. it doesn't taste good in coffee)
Thank you Mr. Vendor Machine Guy! You enrich my night with your sugar based products